unknower of the known.

am i crazy? if i ask that question, does that make me any less crazy? do you think i'm crazy? or totally unknowing? or uncool? 

i have no idea how i feel right now. i don't know if i feel okay or sad or anxious or tired or awake or dreaming or nonsensical. 

i didn't know that you people of america were getting $500 when obama is president? that america is going to spend some trillion dollars or something to "rebuild" the economy? are you guys in a great depression or something? WHY DON'T YOU TALK TO ME ABOUT THESE THINGS? 

am i suppose to know? because i read the news, but it all seems the same. everything seems bleek and i'm not sure after a while why i continue to read. so i usually stop. especially about money. money is a hot topic. when did money become so popular to have? do you feel better when you have money? or is it better not to have money and say that you're okay with it because it makes you seem humble? 

this blog is no longer about pretty pictures of japan, it is about the TRUTH. hahahahahaha.